One of the most difficult tasks a human being faces when spiritually awakening is that if they are to live out from a consciousness of ONEness, they must include self and When they begin to examine past actions from their now more evolved state of consciousness it often results in guilt, embarrassment, regret, and even a sense of self-loathing for words spoken and actions taken and words spoken in an earlier state of consciousness.
It is important to understand that actions cannot rise higher than a person’s state of consciousness. Example; Many living from a consciousness of separation believe that they are helping others but in reality are alienating them when they think that they are showing them the “right” way (their way) of doing, living, or believing.
Self loathing is the manifestation of separation energy, separation from
God, people, and all life forms. Separation consciousness expresses as forms of ; “You will never be good enough” and is experienced physically, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually by all who live from a three dimensional state of consciousness as well and by many who have spiritually awakened but still carry this energy.
Self-love is the ability to acknowledge and accept that the so called un-desirable parts of one’s self and past reflect the state of consciousness they were at that time. The personal qualities you dislike in yourself represent nothing more than programming and still stored old energy accumulated while living less evolved life times .
It is hardly surprising that so many despise themselves and silently suffer from the belief that they have somehow failed when they do not understand that this is what the “earth school” is all about– discovering truth through the trials and errors experienced while living in the density of duality, separation, and external powers that control and dominate. Remember–These three dimensional concepts are not yours and never can become yours unless you claim them as being yours, even though they feel personal.
Everyone yearns to be accepted (loved) because Oneness is every person’s true nature. Mind interprets a person’s state of consciousness. For example-A suicide bomber feels the need to be accepted and honored, and believes he is performing a brave and righteous act. His state of consciousness is interpreting the innate desire to experience wholeness (acceptance and love) as a very three dimensional act based in separation.
The law of attraction is oneness–like energy always seeking to align with the like energy of ONE. If you radiate a consciousness of self-loathing you will automatically draw to yourself experiences that align with and support that energy. This is the secret that underlies bullying. If consciously or unconsciously someone projects “I am not worthy, I am not lovable, etc. etc.” the bully state of consciousness will be drawn to it, align with it, and honor the request.
Physical, emotional, mental, and even some “religious” practices of resistance, hate, condemnation, avoidance, and self-abuse can never bring a person into alignment with the wholeness he seeks because these three dimensional actions are based in the belief in being separate from what is already fully present within. These activities serve only strengthen a person’s alignment with expressions of separation.
An acceptance of self, warts and all, can only come through realizing that these things are not God ordained, maintained, or sustained but are simply three dimensional expressions of duality and separation. Once you stop feeding them with the energy of belief, they have nothing to sustain them. When resistance is put aside, truth realized, and the real SELF is accepted there comes a sense of relief–a weight has been lifted and old energies needing attention no longer need to scream and act out in order to be recognized and cleared.
Start to recognize the qualities you do not like about yourself as the child part of you, the inner child desperately seeking to be acknowledged and loved, supported, and accepted as much as the “approved” parts.
There is only ONE Consciousness, Divine Consciousness/ God, and it is the consciousness of every individual but beliefs of duality, separation, and many powers other than the ONE power have conditioned earth’s collective consciousness with error. There has only ever been ONE omnipresent Divine consciousness, but in third dimensional energy of separation, the one Divine Consciousness has become conditioned with error and being creative, creates.
“There is no unexpressed consciousness”-Joel S. Goldsmith
If we cannot love ourselves, we will be incapable of loving others because we will have automatically eliminated ourselves from ONEness.
Duality/separation consciousness preaches loudly from the pulpit of appearances demanding that every person must do and believe what is currently believed to be the “right way”. The time has come for every person to reclaim the innate spiritual power they have ignorantly given away to–organized religions, government, experts, friends, family, the rich and famous, and anyone and anything that proclaims all must believe, say, or do things a certain way because they know the right way.
As you begin to honestly accept and love the whole package that is you, the judgmental, critical, angry, and fearful parts of your energy field begin to dissolve and give way without conscious effort or even awareness. As a person’s energy field begins to align with the higher frequencies of love it begins to manifest life experiences from a new and higher level.
Whenever you feel yourself slipping into irritation, judgment, criticism, or some other negative habit regarding self or others don’t resist, but rather simply acknowledge it and say to your mind; “Oh, you again. No, we are not doing things that way anymore, we are living and seeing the world this way…” Then let it go, blessing the person or event that activated the old energy. You will soon find yourself quietly becoming the person you want to be.
Loving self is not difficult once it is realized and accepted that everyone (yes, even the rich, famous, and airbrushed) is on earth to learn and evolve through three dimensional experiences of “earth school” until at some point of evolution learning through difficult experiences is no longer necessary because the person is being taught from within. Accept that you were right where you were meant to be learning exactly what you were meant to learn when you acted and said the things that are now causing you to feel guilt and regret.
The sky will not fall down because you have a bad habit nor will you be punished or be forced to go back to square one. Consciousness never devolves. Because of free will a person can keep it in a holding pattern or even attempt to go back to an earlier state of consciousness but regardless, every person will always and can only manifest their present state of consciousness.
The dirt in a pail of water never becomes the water. What you see may look cloudy and dark, but the water never becomes the dirt. Evolution is the process of adding more and more clean water (Light and awareness) until eventually the water is clear. You don’t rant and rail at the dirt, you simply allow it to dissipate through the realization that cloudy water is in its true form, pure clear water
Remember this when three dimensional concepts and beliefs present themselves for acceptance or rejection. Stop accepting everything you see, hear, taste, touch, or smell as being reality and instead go within realizing;
I ALREADY AM, ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE MANIFESTATION OF SOURCE, AND NOTHING OUTSIDE OF MYSELF CAN CHANGE THAT.
MCR 11-24-09 updated 4/26